I got a letter today. From the local hospital. They want to take a MRI scan of my head. Just to be sure that I don’t have a tumor. I am scared to death. Seriously, I am trembling. I hate doctors. I hate hospitals. I hate it all.
Sometimes I hate getting my mail. Today is one of those days.
…someone told me that tears are words our hearts can’t explain. Then why am I sitting here without both tears andd words?? Am I without feelings?…
Dear God, if you’re out there: Let me sleep trough this christmas. Let me just dream happy dreams the whole time, or let it be better than it is in my imagination…..
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I suck at this. My weeks are full and to be honest with you; I don’t know what to say. I’m on top of the world, but still I can’t say that I’m happy. Something is missing, something is still wrong.
even though I’m kinda mad at you right now. And even though I’m worried about us at the moment. It is always going to be me and you. Right?
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